Off The Wagon

Hi folks!!!
It's your ol' pal JJ here.

Well, It's been a quiet couple of weeks for me.  I haven't been able to post to the blog.  But more importantly, I haven't been able to see Kat as much as she or I've wanted to.  To be perfectly honest, I've I haven't been the best prowling partner lately.  Work has not been going the way I expected it to and coming off of a vacation has seem to have created a need for a vacation from my vacation.  I've been distant, slow to respond to her texts and just overall not the person she has come to know.  A lot has changed for us both the past few months and the amount of time we have together has become less and less.  Not because of disinterest or interest in another, but distance, work and life in general is making fucking Kat an almost impossibility!

Today was another one of those times where the fates conspired against us.  Kat had work today and I had family decide today would be a good time to drop in (In spite of the fact I just spent a week with them on vacation!) and go have lunch.  I'm hoping tomorrow will be much more promising.  But first I need to start making sure Kat knows just how much I miss her and need her! =)

Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder?

I don't know if it's true that absence makes the heart grow fonder because I was already very fond of JJ before he left over a week ago on vacation, but I can definitely tell you that absence makes Kat go crazy!

Even before he left, it had been weeks since we had seen each other.  We didn't plan it that way, but life intervened.  You know how that is, right?

Well, now he's back and he hasn't had a chance to talk with me yet, and I'm anxious. I've missed him. Even when we don't see each other for weeks, we always connect by text and phone, but this last week has been a week of complete radio silence. And you know that a week in internet time is like a month in normal linear time.

I don't know how much more absence this heart can take.

But I'll keep waiting.....as long as it takes.